Hubby and I are at some kind of crossroads in our life...we don't know exactly what it is...though we think we've seen little glimpses. We both feel it and are still walking along mostly blindfolded trying to do the right things while trusting in the Lord. I'm very excited about it though! Right now I feel a little out of control with everything...no, I take that back. I feel a lot out of control. I haven't felt like this in a very long time. But...I have an inner peace about the whole thing.

Something is right in La Kooka Rancha Land--I just can't see it yet. In the meantime, I must keep holding the Lord's hand because when I let go...well it's frightening.
We are doing a lot of work together at the nearby hotel/convention center I mentioned. It's great because we're doing bits of what we do best! And what we love! We'll keep you posted as more things develop in our lives.

I want to remind you all that when you are doing what God made you to do you can be truly content! I feel that inside even though outwardly this is one of the hardest stages of life I've ever endured. Sometimes waves of panic wash over me ...I start looking at the waves of the sea instead of Jesus.
I see both babies crying, the 3 yo little guy not yet potty trained and hollering for me, the 16 yo attempting to take his drivers ed in an actual classroom setting (his first classroom experience), my sweet Rivergirl dealing with pre teen hormones (hurts and joys) and then there's me and hubby...both trying to do the work of 3 grown people each. The house is not even a reasonable consideration at this point...I feel like I'm watching someone else's life on a movie...and I know the resolution will surely come soon!
Well, I 've got to get off the computer and make some phone calls...apparently the trash company has taken our toter away...even though the bill was paid -yes it WAS! So..I'm going to call them and try to sort it out this morning.

Have a Happy Day!
Sunydazy

• Sep. 9, 2006 - FRIEND TO FRIEND
Posted by daylily
Hello over there! I'm so happy I was able to log on to your blog site! our computer really needs updating. If we have to much stuff on it I cannot log on to your site. With the 5 of us using the computer we accumilate way to much stuff so I have to go and delete before I can go to some sites. At a crossroads huh? This sound so familiar! Me and my husband are at the same place in our lives! I promise. I have to put every day in God's hands ( most of the time several times a day) and trust Him to bring us through. I look at the girls and think they are growing up so very fast and wonder when I will feel all grown up and confident myself. I look in the mirror and look older I just don't always feel older. This is a good thing right? Maybe? Who knows. Just remember to take it one day at a time. God promises to give us grace enough for the day not tomorrow or yesterday. Remember you have friends who are walking right beside you even if they are in diffrent states!

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